When Self-Control Goes Out The Window
Jennifer on September 6th, 2007 | File Under Personal Weight Loss Talk -Okay, so I’m usually pretty “good” with my eating, if you want to describe it as “good.” I mean I eat healthy. Sure, I have my moments when we go out to dinner and I just say “forget about it, I’m having whatever I please!” But 99% of the time, I don’t eat junk. That’s part of my self-control because, please, I’m like other folks, I struggle sometimes with healthy eating. I mean I’m not a health food eating Nazi! That’s where self-control comes into the picture. I know some experts like to say that willpower and/or discipline (self-control) has nothing to do with weight loss, but I beg to differ - it has everything to do with weight loss!
So my family, specifically my husband, isn’t into the whole “healthy eating” thing. My husband always been a big eater and he’s a meat and potatoes kind of guy, so I still prepare foods that I know he likes, even though I don’t eat them normally. My kids are…well, my oldest is so picky about what she eats, but she likes junk. My youngest will eat anything, but she likes healthy foods. So, anyway, last night husband and the kids had fried chicken, mashed potatoes and gravy, and a veggie. The night before, I had made pasta salad for them to go along with their dinner.
So what did I have for breakfast this morning? I had fried chicken, mashed potatoes and gravy, and pasta salad! And what did I use to wash it all down? I opened my husband’s bottle of Pepsi and drank half of it! Hello? I haven’t had soda in a very long time. Okay, okay, sips (and I do mean just sips because if I take a full drink, I will go on a week long binge) here and there, but nothing meaningful.
What was I thinking? Well, obviously I wasn’t thinking. It was like I was on auto-pilot. I didn’t think twice when I grabbed the plate of chicken and I didn’t have a care in the world when I loaded up my plate with mashed potatoes and gravy! Where was my sanity when I spooned out about a cup of pasta salad? And why wasn’t I reciting the Serenity Prayer instead of guzzling down a half of a Pepsi?
Can we say carb overload?
I tell you - it all tasted delicious! I finished up, threw some laundry in the wash, and then it hit me, what I had just done, and I just stood in place with the realization of what I had just put into my body. It was like my brain had completely shut down when I went to have breakfast this morning. I’m not even a breakfast eater! I do not like food in the morning and 99.9% of the time I have a protein shake/smoothie. And I haven’t been restricting my calories or carbs, so it’s not like I can chalk this up to some type of a binge.
My self-control went completely out the window. This type of thing just doesn’t happen to me - ever. So I’ve made a plan for the rest of the day (and maybe tomorrow too, if needed) to kind of counteract my big mistake this morning. I’m going to have meal replacement shakes the rest of the day, workout as normal, drink tons of water, and remember that tomorrow is a new day.
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